Originally Posted by aerisley Quite honestly I have a low self-esteem from years of really mean things people have said to me about my looks. I know I'm a good person on the inside, but the outside has been a struggle for me. So, I wear makeup because I instantly feel better about my looks. It's the only time I actually feel as though I look pretty! I've seen pics of me w/out makeup, and I can't believe I leave the house like that! So, for me, it's all about making me feel better as feel as if I look pretty! Not to mention, it's just plain dang fun to wear and make new looks with!!! Aerisley, you are stunning! I just started being active on this board but everytime I see your pic, I have to stop and stare. Its so sad that people try to beat the beauty out of you. But little do they know that such beauty can only be enhanced never diminished.