You all have been awesome with the amazing support you have given me. It's nice to know that there are such awesome women out there like yourselves. Thank you so much for the encouragement and the caring. I needed it this weekend. When someone as close as my Grandma was to me passes on its heart breaking and I get so lost in thought and don't know what to say or do. But it's nice to write it down and share it. I know I don't know you all very well, that's what's so great about this forum is that someone like me can voice her hurt and she has the awesome support of other women out there, so thank you and you all know who you are. Have a blessed week my friends. Nancy. : )