I am so sorry Alex for your loss and my thoughts go out to the families too. Just goes to show you never know what is around the corner and got to enjoy life as best as you can.
Sorry I'm late on this one Alex! I'm sorry to hear of the loss of your friends and family. It's hard to lose people we know, even harder when it's people we love. My thoughts are with you. At least you are looking at it from the perspective of being reminded of what you have to be grateful for!
I feel ya.. my school last year lost 6 people to suicide and one was a good friend. It gets easier cuz the pain has numbed but loosing a friend is the hardest. Keep your head up