I was raised in Russia surrounded by people who didn't believe too much in anything, since religion was banned during the communist times and even after the USSR collapsed people were still unsure if they should even practice it. So some people would keep insisting that there is God, some would insist that there isn't but eventually I took the position somewhere in-between.
I grew more and more curious to find out what exactly is out there and is there anything at all? What does it look and feel like, why did it create us,
DID it create us, what is our purpose, are we even fulfilling it, are we even capable of
not fulfilling it, how big is the Universe, is there life anywhere else, what happens when we die, where did God come from, and how can I even begin to comprehend it's existence in the odd chance that it existed
forever and had no beginning? I have a million questions about God -- not a specific religion's God, just God as in The Creator, whomever or whichever it may be -- and I know there is almost zero percent chance that I will find the answers to those questions. Many religious claim to have all of the answers to those questions, but for some reasons a lot of them are so different. Which means that they can't all have it right, unless we embrace the idea of quantum science and the famous Multiworld theory, where everything that can possibly happen - will happen, everything that could have possibly happened - has happened in one Universe or another.
I believe that ancient religious texts formed our society into what it is today, I feel like it became more civilized because every text contained a set of rules on how people should behave to not anger their God and usually those rules could be summarized by simply being nice to each other. I think if people weren't forced into following these rules a long time ago in fear of being punished by a higher power for their wrongdoings, we would still be living in a very barbaric society.
TL;DR: I ask too many questions to follow a religion
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