Let me rant please

[Savvy_lover]

as i have said in other post my bf is coming from us on the 18th of may .. in order for my stress caused pimples go away i already told him we should stop talking for 3 days until he got here so i can have time to rest without worrying about how i look everytime i talk to him.. some of my pimples got better but just right now i looked at the mirror i dunno if its the light or wt it looks like they have gotten bigger agian ..

i m so frustrated.. i wanna look good.. not like completely clear face coz i already have 2 huge scars on my cheek and those pimples.. just wont let me go .. at least let the ones i want to get better be better ...

i really wanna bang my head against the wall.. its such a hell hole.

 

[chameleonmary]

savvy the first thing you need to do is use a very gentle cleanser and try to go easy on the makeup to let the skin dry out a little bit. try some vitamin e oil directly on scars at night.

take zinc, vitamin b complex, silica and lots of vitamin c. drink 2 to 3 litres of water a day.

please do not stress, it makes things worse. use a concealer and a foundation and powder to cover whatever you can, and use a green corrective cream directly on red marks.

your boyfriend will love you no matter what, my bf put up with my cystic acne for many years and loved me all the same!

 

[Aprill]

I wouldnt be worried if I were you. Just do the best you can on healing your face, dont stress, cause your boyfriend should love you regardless of a pimple.

 

[polaroidscene]

tea tree oil put it on the pimples they will go away fast..well they do for me..they sell it at drugstores and walmart..pretty much any place with a pharamacy but keep it away from your nose and mouth!

 

[farris2]

I hope your skin clears up...I hate it when that happens

 

[Lauren]

I know how you feel, I hate letting my bf see me when my face is bad. Just be gentle on your face (don't pick), drink lots of water, and use bp!

 

[luxotika]

Originally Posted by Aprill849 /img/forum/go_quote.gif I wouldnt be worried if I were you. Just do the best you can on healing your face, dont stress, cause your boyfriend should love you regardless of a pimple. I agree!

 

[Savvy_lover]

i know but .. still u dont want to be seen ugly right ? if theyre only pimples its fine it has horrible pus in it and hurts... some day i should pop it some say dont makes me confused now! .. also i want sth that would take away blood red scars from previous pus pimple.. i m so worried becoz i already got 2 scars from them and the pus pimple i have no looks exactly the same as the ne which left me with those 2 red scars.. i dun wanna look like a clown. i m very pale and its hell obvious ...my bf is coming the day after tomo !:'(

 

[Kathy]

Sorry you're so stressed out, but I'm sure your bf loves you for who you are, not whether you have a couple zits on your face!! I know having acne sucks though! I very rarely break out anymore because I'm almost 42 years old, but I did alot when I was younger and you just deal with it as best you can. I used to dot benzoyl peroxide (spelling?) directly on the zit and nowhere else, otherwise it was too drying, but that seemed to work for me.

Have a good time! Today is the 18th!

 

[KaseyB]

Have you tried proactiv? Lots of people have huge success stories with it?

 

[crazychic]

Originally Posted by polaroidscene /img/forum/go_quote.gif tea tree oil put it on the pimples they will go away fast..well they do for me..they sell it at drugstores and walmart..pretty much any place with a pharamacy but keep it away from your nose and mouth!
I second that, tea tree oil works great. If you are looking for something from like Neutrogena or Clean & Clear get something wih benzoyl peroxide or salicylic acid..

DONT pick bc thats a for-sure way that leads to scarring..

If they dont get better in time just buy some really good concealer & put that over them... I use Prescriptives concealer & it works REALLY good to cover up any zits if I have them.

 

[Savvy_lover]

can u believe that i was at the airport for 4 hours and couldnt find him coz teh lightning stoke his plane............................................. ....and now i dont get a hold of him at all...

 

[Aprill]

^^^wow, are u serious? I hope everything is ok

 

[CubNan]

Let us know what happens.

 

[Savvy_lover]

in the middle of last night my bfs family called. they told me they finally found him... so i talked to them and went to bed.. THEN my BF CALLED. ah finally i could hear his voice again but i was probably too tired to process wtever he was saying to me. he told me about a downdraft almost made their plane crash so they had to do emergency landing in macau which is right next to hk... when they try to fly back to hk from macau they got stoke by lightning... ah i cant believe this:S

he already told me the day be4 the trip that he feels sths gonna happen and it did.... :S

the last time he came to macay we have the worst typhoon and thsi time the whole day was sunny just when he had to land it started raining crazily... i cant explain this~!

worst i was so worried coz i was at the airport for a very long time i got so stressed i got my allergy back on my face i put some cream on and it casued discoouration.. i mean .. the whole area except the allegy spot became white .. like a 25 cents big. hell lucky huh right ?i cant believe this. no wonder ppl say life is a game. and in this game rather than me playing it. i am played in it !

 

[Aprill]

so is he okay?

 

[bluebird26]

That's terrible!! I hope you're having a good time with him now!

 

[CharmedImSure]

That's why I love being on oral antibiotic, my love, Doryx. I used to be like that, worrying everytime about whether I stress too much, and at random breakouts I would be in this emotional hellhole. I just love how stronger stuff makes you feel confident and actually does the trick.

And i've been on ProActiv before- it does the job with people who have mild acne, not severe.

 

[Savvy_lover]

i m taking vibramycin but i dun feel its as good as be4 anymore probably becpz i dun have much pimples but instead--> allergies. maybe i should start taking allergy pills again there was one i was taking named suprex or sth similar.. i woke up last evening and i found a few more allergy spot on my face thats horrible. i dunno wts in the air this spring and summer i have never ever been like this be4. ever since i came back from US i start getting all these. i wonder if i m used to the weather there ...

also about my bf it was bad when i arrived at 9 in the airport and the ppl told me hes gonna be here at 11 ... then 11 30 then!!! 12 !!! but good that finally at 1 he arrived... he told me the airline gave all the ppl in the plane a free night hotel room in macau free dinner and breakfast buffet ! i wouldnt have wasted it like he did if i was there .... and the ppl in the first class got rooms that cost 3000 US dollars a night.. u see? gosh they have so huge room with radios in the bathroom and jacuci*is it how its spelt?* i wish i was there. he told me when they land it was lower then the tall buildings in hk.. and sitting next to my bf was a pilot of the airline. when they tried to land the tail of the plane was pressed down so hard they had to climb back up in a 45 degree angle. the pilot told him they were like hellll close to dying ... then he told him when they were flying to macau for refill.... the pilot said the engines sound is telling him theyre very short of fuel... after they got there and tried to fly back to hk they were sriken by lightning in the right wing.... and left a mark there . woho! what an advanturous trip!